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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Fuck it all.

Fuck housemates, fuck tidying up after them, fuck their selfish fucking attitudes towards the people they live with, fuck their stupid fucking apathy towards everything in the house, fuck their attitude to leaving their stuff all round the fucking house, fuck them having too much stuff and fuck them continuing to bring it all in to the fucking house, fuck pro evolution fucking soccer, fuck work colleagues and having to listen to their insignificant shit, fuck people who don't have to go to work and just do it for something to fucking do, fuck departments and their bitching about each other, fuck the dumb fucking little empires they build, fuck the prison service, fuck the civil service, fuck drugs, fuck weed, fuck it fucking all you stupid fucking fuckers.

Fuck supermarkets and their fucking stranglehold on the world, fuck corporations and their strangleholds on the world, fuck all the people who value money over the earth and other human beings, fuck it fucking all for fuck's fucking sake.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Warm Reminiscence
All Together Now...

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

(Adopt Noddy Holder voice) It's CHRISTMAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSS!

How does one write a post nearly a month after last posting? Hang on... more than one month after ones last post?

Well first things first, i could tell you that i'm writing this sat at my desk in the prison i work in, but that would only be surprising if you understand the fact that we don't have internet access in prisons (well we do but you can only view .gov.uk and bbc websites). Subsequently i'm almost contravening Her Maj's Rules, as i now have one laptop on the Prison Service network, and because i'm travelling down to London tomorrow to stay over and give a presentation on Friday, i have another laptop which acts as a standalone server for the software i 'look after'. This second laptop can access the internet as well as being able to play DVD's, and as i found out last night, GTA 3. Now i've never seen a laptop running a game and i was mightily impressed particularly because it's not the newest of laptops, but also because it means i could, if i wanted, take it on the train and play GTA all the way down to London. I'd be surprised if the battery lasted that long so instead i shall make sure it's fully charged and watch a DVD with my headphones on.

Whilst the day to day of my job is still dull drudgery, it is at least getting a touch more exciting, and it is this excitement that i shall attempt to elaborate upon over the next few days.

Oh yes it's nearly Cristmas too...

Thursday, November 04, 2004

15 second exposure
Rip it up and start again

Sunday, October 17, 2004

28 Days Later...

Friday, September 24, 2004

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Another week has reached it's end, earlyish thankfully. So i'm sat listening to M83 whilst i'm writing this. I must say i like it a lot and this is just my first listen. I'd heard they were like My Bloody Valentine, and i'd agree from what i've heard so far. It sounds too, like Jean Michel Jarre and Sven Vath behind the warm distortion. I wish i could listen to music at work somehow.

Because i'm in the large, open-plan office, where there are no radios, i only hear distant or brief bits of music throughout the day. I f i could listen to music like this whilst at work, i probably wouldn't do a great deal. I'd just sit, staring at the sky through what classes as windows in an ex Naval base-entertainments hall, with 3 foot thick blast-proof walls. Or perhaps gaze at the plant i purloined from a corridor months ago. Hmm. Alternatively, use flexi-time and go home.

Had a pint of Guinness at lunchtime which was just lovely. Saying good bye to one of the Uniformed Caseworkers, which is to say a caseworker who is also a prison officer, leaving for a job, this one less than 4 miles, rather than Wetherby at 49 miles from his home. Didn't have anything to eat, one grazes all day in the Civil Service, so the Guinness sat nicely in me, but left me wanting more. Thus i didn't really get much done. Not that much gets done anyway, but...

I can't be bothered to Rant so i'll juts tell you that the picture above is from Calke Abbey, in the east midlands of England, out in their conservatory.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Servants Tunnels
Hold the Ladders Steady.
Mashin' On the Motorway
Run Amok...

Monday, September 13, 2004

Run Christian Run!
Garden of Earthly Delights

My Mate Ru.

I spent time in this garden over the weekend. I feel like the luckiest guy alive whenever i visit my friend Rupert. Consider this: He lives there. Now i'm a big fan of the seaside and i'm a fan of impressive monuments, but i'm a country boy at heart and if i could die anywhere it would be in the village of King's Cliffe. The sun was shining and the skies were blue. The last six weekends or so we've been blessed in this country, the weather has been staggering. Not too hot and almost constantly sunny. I've returned to work every Monday with at least a little sunburn.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

A Couple of Days Late.

So my foray into working two jobs has ended already. I just couldn’t cope with being at work for another 12 hours a week. It was too much. I missed sitting down and immersing myself in a film for an hour and a half or so, or watching some mindless TV. The things I claimed to not care about are the things that I missed most. Shazbat.
My Monday evening is taken up with Band Practice, though we haven’t had one now for at least a month, the last one we had was when we were having torrential rain and it was leaking into the studio. My Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday were spent at Tesco’s pleasure. Friday was the only evening of relaxation and the Weekend was spent with my lovely girlfriend, so not much time to myself really. I didn’t particularly notice that that was the problem, nor was I physically tired. It was just being knackered all the time and having to rush to and from my jobs that was taking the toll on me.
After a particularly heavy night on the beer I slept for 15 hours, this was perhaps the defining moment for me. I have never, except under really crazy circumstances slept for such a period of time and whilst it didn’t worry me it rather goes against my grain. I hate spending what little time I’m left from my job, sleeping. I want to spend every minute of my non-working days running around doing things, dancing naked down supermarket aisles, dancing naked round municipal parks or just plain dancing naked!
Whatever, it’s over and I feel defeated. But not as defeated as I felt by downloading an official music download. I spent 99 pence downloading Mansun’s last single Slipping Away. When it had downloaded I attempted to play it but then it kept trying to acquire a license, which it wouldn’t do. I was destroyed. The future of music eh? Paying to download things that then won’t work. How come I’ve downloaded hundred’s of Gb’s of films and music and TV and games, none of which are paid for and they work fine? Why doesn’t Windows complain that they need licenses? I was so fucked off I retired to my room and watched an episode of Jeeves & Wooster, which very nearly calmed me down.
Anyway, aren’t the photo’s I’ve posted lovely? They’re of Robin Hood’s Bay that is along the coast from Scarborough. Emily and I have been exploring the East Coast over the last few weekends. We visited Scarborough on the 14th August, where the beach was ram-jammed with people before making our way along the coast down to Filey, where the beach had disappeared beneath the waves and then to the lighthouse out at Flamborough Head, which doesn’t really have a beach. We came back to York and went for a mexican at the delightful Fiesta Mexicana that finished the day of brilliantly.
The following weekend we made our way to Robin Hood’s Bay, most of the recent photographs come from there. The weather was gorgeous, the traffic was awful and the company was the best. When we got down to the bay we started to walk out to the sea just as the rain started to come down. We were walking toward the sea as everyone else there was walking back. When we reached the sea it had started to drizzle, so we stood there for a while before walking back. As we returned the skies cleared again and it stopped raining! The drive back was lovely, if not a little cloudy.
Next was the Bank Holiday weekend. I’d booked the Friday off so as to enjoy a nice long weekend courtesy of Her Maj’s Bank Holiday and my brother and sister-in-law travelled up from Reading for the weekend. We drove over to Redcar in the morning, which is a lot further North than Scarborough and is where I have family. We strolled up and down the promenade, which just went to show how seaside towns are dying, and in today’s world, have little or nothing to offer visitors or residents, before travelling to our Auntie Dot’s for a lovely meal and a chat. Fully fed and happy we travelled slightly south down the coast to Saltburn-on-Sea, where there was still plenty of beach and a couple of pubs overlooking it. As it had been a sunny day and I’d been to the coast three weekends on the trot I figured I really should go in the sea. Utterly unprepared; trousers up to thighs, I staggered into the freezing water. Exhilarating isn’t quite the word. That people go and hurl themselves in, for charity granted, on New Years Day has always amazed me. It wasn’t enough though, so in returned to the shore and dropped my trousers. I went in wearing just my pants, and t-shirt. By ‘eck it were right cold. But it was good fun and a man gave me his towel (possibly from his boot used to dry his dog, but hey! nice gesture anyway) and I towelled myself off before going commando for the rest of the day. To celebrate the Madness of King Oll we went to one of the pubs that overlooked the beach and had a drink.

Monday, September 06, 2004

Thieving Cunts

Just paid 99 pence for the new Mansun single and WMP will not play it because it can't download a fucking license and the huge corporate website that sold me it doesn't have any help file or any information about licenses. Fucking great...

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Fuck T**co's I got a life to live.